So I’m going to have a cigarette.
Soon you will end the pain
And you will say that it did make you stronger
This is how you overcome
(Voices fade away) And we’ve all heard it sung
(They fade away, as the memory) You really don’t know what you got till it’s gone
(The memory remains) And then you want it back so much
Nobody ever warned you…
Breathe in, take in it deep
Cross your heart, it’s yours for you to keep
Wishful? I guess I never was
I am looking up now, death can change us
Breathe in, take in it deep (And I will keep, pieces of you alive in me)
Cross your heart, it’s yours for you to keep (Your spirit carries on.)
Wishful? I guess I never was (And I will keep, pieces of you alive in me)
I am looking up now, death can change us (Your spirit carries on.)
I will, stand alone
I will, learn from this, I will
I will, mourn the loss and I will be stronger
I’m going to sleep, Amber’s coming to visit tomorrow.
Might play Oblivion again..
I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it, I don’t need it.
I gave in yesterday. I won’t give in again. I will be straight edge. I have to. For myself.
Step 1, Convince Louis to quit smoking pot with me. Step 2, Get Mother to hire Louis as a handy man then let him move in. Step 3, Move to Eva’s granny flat/ Nathan’s house. Step 4, Go back to School then University. And that’s how I’m going to quit smoking weed.
“Oh my angel, you hold my heart, I’ve been dreaming of you like you have me.
Can you touch my skin and lay your kisses on my cheeks,
and to Manhattan sweep me away?”
On the drive home
Joke about the kid you used to see
And his jealousy
Breaking hearts has never looked so cool
As when you wrap your car around a tree
Your makeup looks so great next to his teeth